I saw you today.
You have made up a new game.
You torture me so.
I wish you didn't.
Well...
maybe I did it too.
But,
I only did it
to make you laugh.
There is so much I don't understand.
So much comprehension needed.
I want to learn it all,
but it is so hard.
You are such a distraction.
I don't know how I feel anymore.
It's like
all my feelings
just wash over.
I'm clean and empty.
There's nothing left but
a sham, a lie,
waiting
for the right moment to wash away,
too.
These things are too much
to put in to words.